It's all about "Dream"...

Salam all,

Almost 4 days after we finished our final exam for Semester 6. Quite bored ya waiting for this upcoming holidays. Yeeehaaa...Amsterdam-Paris-London-Brussels-Berlin...here we come.

While surfing the net, I listened to this beautiful song by Greenday and try to tackled what lies beneath the lyrics. And, if I'm not mistaken i revealed something.

Early findings - this song dedicated to dying American soldiers in Iraq.

2nd thought - this song only created to risen up the concern of 'why should have war?' in this world.

3rd thought - for all Muslims, I think this song tried to critics the 'cruelty' and inhuman behavior of 'this community - Israel' to invade Palestine

Try to think based on what I've highlighted in this lyric...song from Greenday - 21 Guns.

Allahualam...these are my thoughts...and it is maybe not parallel with yours. Anyway, as American always said...freedom to speak and think..isn't it?

Greenday - 21 Guns (is this our decade now, where the war is like a routine things to do?)

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home? (tidakkah mereka ni - Yahudi tahu hidup sendiri tanpa perlu keganasan dan merampas hak orang?)
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone? (bukankah orang Yahudi ni menyembah satu tiang batu?)

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try ( sejauh mana mereka berusaha - orang2 Muslim tetap tidak memberi peluang untuk mereka mencabuli hak)
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight ( sudah2 lah dengan keganasan - undurlah dan hentikan peperangan)
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Salam and dear all,

Yes ...most of you will say, wahhh...how long since the last update oh..?? Long enough until I can't even remember my password to enter my blog's account.

But...cut the story short.

Couple of days ago...while rearranging the position of certain books and old things onto their original position...what a surprised that I found a box of cassettes. A motivational cassettes which once change my attitude and belief in wonderful life, in the past days.

It is from Robert Angkasa...one of the millionaire in Indonesia.

I will not elaborate details about him...but these are what I can share with you all.

1. How many of us feel investing in books or cassettes that can change us from negative to positive thinkers, wasting money...well, if you do so...u are like a man that know a place to dig for gold but feel it is wasting money to invest buying a shovel !!!

2. How many of you dream not to be an average people or achievers. Then the magic words are 'Do the things which average people hate to do'. e.g. Average people will still in the deep sleep at 3 am...but, because you don't want to be an average, you wake up early in the morning and start Qiamullail and study. Remember - Average people got average result but not the 'Special One'

3. How many of you think you are the loser...well, you are already a winner when fertilization of 'YOU' occur.

4. How many of you think promoting yourself is better than promoting others...well, Excellent people comes by knowing how to promote others not themselves.

That's all I want to share...actually many more..but, you must have an effort in this life to search more and more knowledge.

See u and...

I am a dreamer - Dreamer never Fail, Failure never Dream...

Hi All and Assalamualaikum,



It's almost 3 mths I'm here in M'sia, and a lot of new experiences I've learned. As you all know, I like to simplified my writings, so I will do so here in my new post....



What are my experiences...?

1. Best friend is not forever...

Who said best friends are forever? I objected those words. Why?... because one of our 'bestest' friend...proves it all wrong. We were in Tawau Airport to sent one of our friend from Semenanjung that day when we suddenly surprised by this 'immoral' and 'irritating' attitude by this BF who acts like we were not there. Erm, didn't see us kah? Impossible...it was only 10 feets away ma...

This friend previously studied oversea, sponsored by one well known Bank (I know u know that bank...banyak di duit kertas). Bukan main ya kau J....sombong mau !@#$%^.

Kesimpulannya, bukan semua BFF tu forever...the only BFF yang hingga kini we considered forever adalah seperti you all,Anne and Effa...yang lain...MFF...missing friend forever.

2. Like Dr. House said 'Don't trust Anyone'

Ini lagi satu episod cerita bikin panas...Have you trusted Somebody and that Somebody stabbed you at the back. This happens to my Mom...FYI, my mom's company is one of the major rice dealer in Tawau..Syarikat Sri Mawar. Tak pernah dengar...memanglah...because you bukan orang Tawau.Hehe...

You know what ? My mom's BFF open a new company after spying on her company...and take all the opportunity, business ventures, business deals, and customers...most of them. Laki bini sama...Talam dua Muka.

Not enough, in one of the organizations here in Tawau...she tried to overtook the position from the leader...Hahaha...Greedy man..!!

Anyhow, Good Luck Makcik M.....we begin ya that competition...Nguahahah...

3. Money is not Everything, but without it...we are also Nothing.

This is very sad story and experiences of mine. Ya, by the age of 27, what will you feel if you see all of your friends have their own house, cars (paid by themselves) and your siblings worked and get those 'Money'. I feel embarassed and very inferior to myself...

I know my mom tidak sampai hati, she knows I still in school...she gave me a lot already. But, I am yhe eldest child...my mind is to make them feel light and not burden by me especially in 'Money Matters'.

So, I took an action during the beginning of Ramadan. I borrowed RM 100 from my grandma, me and wife don't even have capital bah..!!! We bought all the necessary stuffs to start small business, Sup Tulang Sup Perut and Sup Daging...

Both of us struggle everyday to caught customer's eyes. Hampir jatuh airmataku melihat my wife, Dk, shouting and promoting the soup. What kind of husband, I am? She tried to sell the soup as many as she could...but everyday we only can profits not more than RM 10.

From that day I know, without money...you can be somebody that you will never expected to be...whatever it is...either Positive or negative one. For me, I know...from this experience, i've got 2 things.

- Business Experiences

- Self- Motivations

4. Changes in Environment can change your Personality

Mungkin ada sesetengah anda pernah membaca buku tentang Personality and Self Guided Motivation Books. Do you know, our Personality built by What we see, what we listen, What we read and with whom we mix with.

Everytime I went back to Egypt, the environment teaches me to be patient and hardly got angered.

But not here in Malaysia. As a typical Choleric guy... I am bad tempered sometimes...or if not, always. Easily got mad...and pls, it's not me for the moment.

You know why...my environment change bah...erm...more to Superleader...not supervisor.Huahua...

5. Plan Something and ready to Fail

6. Small Business Gives Large Experiences

7. Confidence is the most Important Weapon

8. Eldest Child Means Huge Challenges

##Point 5-8 to be elaborate in next post...

Salam and Good day.

Hi All & Assalamualaikum...

Have you ever imagine how your mind works. Well, based on the scientific explanations, the way all data being processed were so so so...complicated.

We have what scientist called...Input - Processing - Storage - Output and tonnes of terms to describe the way people started to think.

But, I am not intend to explain the mechanism of thinking. As, it needs couple of days to explain involving medical and psychological thinking methods.

People always asked me...what makes you so confident with your life and whenever you faced tough situation? And, as always do, I will answered,"It starts with proper mind setting".

Proper mind setting?...Sounds weird ya...Some people may say"I am not crazy, why should I practice proper mind setting. I am normal".

Well, normal people don't reflects normal mind setting. That's why some people may excelled in tough situation and some may 'buried' with it.

I want to asked you something...

1. When people asked you...How are you today?...
2. When people asked you...What do you want in your life?...
3. When people asked you...What do you think of being rich and success?...
4. When people asked you...What are the first thing you will imagine when you wake up?...
5. When people asked you...Will you get what you want if you do what you always do now?
   
6. When people asked you...How's the exam just now?

...What will be you answers?

Ok guys...

It's up to you...but remember, people achieved their Dream because of their proper mind setting.

Here what my mentor always remind me...

"You developed from what you listen, from what you do, from what you read and from the people you mix with..."

Thanks and Good day.

I know I should not write this in front of the world....

But, I feel guilty now...

I know I need a break from too much studying. But, believe me dear...I do this partly because for us.

We are in critical days counting for exam, hard time for me dear...stress but not shown. Depress but never complain and tired but never rest.

I know I am bad, whenever I stress out, I tend to break your heart. I raised my voice. I blamed you...but dear, I never meant to. Please love me and understand me dear.

I still remember when we used to cry together when our goal not achieved...do you still remember when we approached people to join in our biz idea. People laugh and cynically stated that we are 'stupid day dreamer'?

Do you still remember when I sell all my jeans and clothes when I don't have money to eat during our diploma days? I don't want to feel it again dear...

I also still remember when the time we have no money...we sleep in 'empty stomach'. We used to drink mineral water and try to sleep? I want to forget that dear..

I also remember the time when my father bang his head on the wall...headache while keep searching money for us 4...it's time for me to be a TRUE SON.

I also still remember when you, me and our true friend ANNE holding hands and closing our eyes dreaming the future...we are still young yet we are too strong. I still keep my dream here dear, for both of us...

Do you still remember, when all of you and my closest friend called for Matriculation. But leaving me 'Failed and Alone'. I fell very disappointed...but I keep promises to myself that I will be strong.

Dear,

Please forgive me for my rudeness these couple of days. I didn't meant to do that...believe me.

but, understand me dear...every time I closed my eyes, those memories come. Those burning desire burned. And, those dreams sparks...

Understand me dear,

I need to be focus...but still, I need you beside me.

I Love U.